i cant blif tis.. it seems so impossible..she said tad she lyks u.... shocked me out lahs... i act tot dey were tgt b4 i relli noe them..when i duno them well tad tym i tot tad way lahs.budden is not wad i tot it was lahs..budden aft so mani yrs.. no lahs.not alot lahs.. she sudd told me tad she lyks u..wich jus freak me out lohs.. i was lyk.. huh.. whole prsn gong diao.......... cant imagine lahs.. budden vry weird lehs..cos dey hav bn lyk buddies 4 ages le lohs.. den sudd she lyks her.. so so so so so weirrd lahs.. i jus cant blif it.. i duno hw will she react lahs.budden hu noes.mayb she lyks u oso.. i duno lahs..huh.budden y is u?? jus makes me curious... phew! maths was nt tad hard aft all ahs!!!!i gt vry vry confident tad i can pass my maths.. for sure.. guarantee 50% okies.... despite my tad 2pid apples n orange qns duno hw to do... n sum other lil qns lahs... e last qn is ez lohs.hahahaz.. i rmb last tym we hav to do our xams in e gym....... den i was sitting bhind pet.. so nervous lahs.. c ppl ard all e pens put dwn le..i still rushing thru my problem solving... haiz.i missed those days when i used to do heaps of maths n maths. bringing bk my maths textbk evryday.. doin maths hwk..... eating at compass.... argghhhh.. i miss sjc!!!!!! i wanna go bk.. din noe tad life was so fun.. nw den i noe wad is call sian...i nv treasured all i have.. n i realise my mistakes..CHERISHwe toked so lil these days.. dunno y.. budden seems lyk u hav nt relli been tokin to me much lohs.. dun liddat mahs.. i oso din do aniting 2 u.. or mayb isit i myself abit too over sensitive or wad lahs..budden shuldnt b lahs.. dun tink tad u din tok to me on purpose de.. hw mani tyms i told myself tad i wanna giv up.wanna giv up.. budden sumhw i din managed to do it.. mayb treating u as my best fren is e best alternative.... will u giv me e chance to b ur best fren???? i dn tink i lyk u. ur jus another best fren on tis land.feel kinda sad when u dun tok to me.. :'(ON THE WAY HOMEwalked wif a 2dae.. nt relli lahs.its jus merely 3mins or so.. pretty lil..but tis is kinda e 1st tym we toked quite alot.. perhaps we vry long nv tok le..so hav stuff to tok abt lahs.. she asked me hw much i gt 4 sc..den i say" i tot i told u alrady??" she say.. oh yeah hor.. i say,"yeah.. u 4gt ahs.." she say," nv lahs.. wahs ur sc vry gd lehs.." i say," den hw much u gt 4 sc?" she say," vry louya lahs.. 50% onli..so louya.."den i say,"nt relli lahs.50 at least u pass lahs.. my fren failed lohs.." she say.. err..stil quite lan lahs.. hw was ur maths xam 2dae? i say," er..nt bad lahs..quite ok lahs..hw u noe i gt maths exam?" she say," tink den noe le." i say," tink den noe le? y u so pro?" she say," cos i'm lahs." den she say.. i tink u vry clvr lehs.nt lyk me e results so louya.. den i sae no lahs..whr gt... den our conv ended cos she reach hme le.. yeah....din managed to c xiaobai 2dae. i walked past e hse n c no dog in sign... haiz.. xiaobai is so cutexx its fat n chubby n cutess!!!!!! its so xiaobaish!!!! ah..xiaobai.. mian hua tang!!skipped p.eomg.i lyk to skipp pe..its so funn..all u gt to do is to write an essay onli.. hahaahahahahaz.. i will skip at least 3tyms per yr lahs..cant skip too much..ltr e tchr giv me D den i die lohs... yeah.. so i jus skip 4 e sake of skipping lahs.. hate pe lohs. esp my pe tchr .... eeeyyerrr yucckkss..i'm nt dose type of prsn hu will start toking to u in e 1st plc.wich makes ppl tinks tad i'm cold blooded or quiet lahs.. budden when u tok to me, i do tok bk..n when we mix ard well tgt, tads e real me..owaes finding u when i'm freeowaes toking to u (dont find me too talkative by den)nth to tok den i will crap stuff out.as noisy n playfulwants to stick wif u all the tymluffing when thr's nth funi at all..cos i'm jus happy i can b relli nice to u..i'll put u in 1st plc b4 me.rmbs all ur lil lil bits n pieces.giving u stuff n making u happy at all cost..respecting all ur decisions n lstns to wad u've got to tell me..tads me.. yolanda..frens r more important than myself.
what we could have been, 6:08 PM.